I hate blogs. I hate life. I hate boyfriends. I hate exboyfriends. Well, that part is a lie. I love exboyfriends. One in particular, Ben. I miss him like crazy. I cried a lot today because he has a new girlfriend. This isn't supposed to happen. Not to us. We were perfect. Everything was perfect until I went and screwed everything up. I can't handle this. I can't live without him. It sounds so stupid and cheesy and pathetic and cliche, but its true!
I don't know what I'm going to do if I have to go on like this. It hurts. It hurts more than when Eric and I were over. But Eric and I weren't in love. 

I got super bored today and made some very bland & simple Veronica Mars icons. I've recently become obsessed with the show (and even more obsessed with Kristen Bell) and I realized I hadn't made any icons yet. So here they are. Nine, for now. I plan on making more eventually.

The boredum of today created a few random icons.

I feel like I've been dreaming this whole day. Haha. It was so incredibly perfect. Nothing could have made it better, except Ben NOT leaving at the end of the day. A whole week until I can see him again and I don't want to wait that long. Days go by so slowly during the week. If everyday was Sunday, I'd be happy. Sundays are perfect. Just being with him is perfect. I hope Sunday gets here soon.

PS: I'm hungry...

Have I ever mentioned how much I love Sundays? No? Well that's because I only RECENTLY began loving Sundays. Ever since that one Sunday... That Sunday I met a boy. And that Sunday began the fabulosity of all Sundays because I still see that boy on Sundays. This was only a fews ago, mind you. Did I really just say 'mind you'? Does that even make sense? I don't know. Nothing makes sense these days. Remember when I made that 'giddy' icon of myself? Heh, well how could you forget? It's fabulous. Anyway. The giddiness has still not died down. This boy is amazing. I hate that I'm being impatient about this, but he hasn't kissed me yet. I'm prepared for waiting, though, because I want it to be super amazingly perfect. I haven't had one of those kinds of kisses but I'd like one with him. I can't even believe I'm saying all of this on a BLOG. Hahaha. This is like... real-live journal material. But I don't have that with me right now and I HAVE to write about it somewhere. It's ALMOST as good as telling someone directly. And I know B will read it, so that works. <3

PS: I can't wait until NEXT Sunday!